With everything happening I did not know what day it was. Whether it was Saturday or Sunday. Sitting calculating funds and mark off the day till Wednesday. The day we find out about our children's passports. Our Gotcha Day was rushed. What was suppose to start with paperwork on a Monday went to Wednesday which caused us delays getting home. The system here is totally a mess. They deliver passports only one day a week to Donetsk. Then they will be forwarded to Kiev. Even expedited they are delayed. A country of unexpected issues or problems. Children lay dying when families are available. Funds stand in the way even when a family saves for 5 years still they are short. Without the love and support of others. Being short of funds not just my biggest worries. Children at home needing their mom. A young boy who had been through so much anger and abuse. Eleven years to work on. Erasing the nightmares of prior medical procedures which caused major anxiety and out bursts.
As we prepared to leave this Friday only to find out children's passports not ready. This means extra funds we have to spend. And having to stay longer means extra time off for Gary to care for kids. Grayson has many emotional scars from his pass. Alot of anxiety and anger built up inside him. Quickly his mood changes. He has issues slamming and breaking things. One reasons why I do not post as I wish. Through out his body major scars if abuse. Many times he jerks and flinches when touched. He is presently on meds to help control his anger and emotions. Bringing him outside he tends to run off but thank God he turns back around. A very rough last 2 weeks with him. Presently we had to repair two glass panels on a door. He picks up glass and them hides it for protection. He fears hospital and the day he had his exam it was a major melt down. Dealing with his anger has not been easy. Once home we will reeval his meds and seek therapy for him. We've been transla